dear diary,

i found out something about sam today, that even when i think im totally over him, i am really jealous for some reason.

i really hate being like this. i get this sick feeling in my stomach (even thou ihave had that all day coz i was off sick) that is really annoying.

i dont know whats wrong with me. i cant see why sam would do that, and even if he did, what does it matter to me? well apparently it does, and i cant see why.

im gonna go now before i get really worked up. i have a piano lesson soon anyway and i need to email becki. omgosh! superman is on...i am so gonna watch it...

bye x