hey there dudes!
yet again im being lazy and not posting regularly..hmm. well it is summer! even thou today hasnt been all that productive, lots of things are happening!!
mums back to her old state- but worse. shes in lewisham hospital, and isnt getting much better. i knew our holiday in devon was going to be a bad one, for some reason i just did. strange i know, but its just something about that house that bugs me.
rusty died on the kitchen floor there, we're not sure totally what happened, and we're not assuming anything but the same day my mum took an overdose and was rushed to hospital.
well, our holiday was brought to a firm close, and now we're back in london trying to take our minds of things. im really happy now thou, ive got everything i need (except a healthy mother), and Scott is being soo supportive aswell as all my friends (who know) and our family too.
grandma h is down for a few days to see us and mum, and tomoro im going running and then im hopefully making a few batches of this really yummy tray bake that grandmas gonna give me the recipe for. im gonna make enough for everyone at camp, aswell as a batch for us to have at home. mum was going to make some of the same kind for camp, but i guess she didnt get round to it and she cant now..was going to be camp cook but its down to babs (scott's mum) now.
july camp was wicked!! had ups and downs, but the downs make me (us) stronger, and there were loads more of the ups which i will remember better. i stayed awake all night on the last day, and on the last day before we had to go back to devon with scott.
those nights were the most incredible nights of my life! we did a few things that we regret now, but it just brought us closer and we are open about everything now. even the difficult stuff we talk about cos we know tht we can sort them out if we just communicate, and more importantly, bring it to God.
being with scott has brought me so much closer to God. i am trusting in him for everthing now, and especially with scott cos i am not gonna mess this one up. this time its real, and for life. we're sticking this out to the bitter end!! - even though im possitive that our end will be glorious, not bitter. :D
well im done ranting now, scott should be on his break by now.. its 20 past 5 so yh laters!!
