hello people!!!
new pic of me here>>> i have just got my hair cut so it is much shorter but this is still a good one. got a new webpage aswell. ive got lots of cool stuff bout me in there but its not totally complete so i will try and get ore time on my comp. i am out all day tommorow coz im going shopping with my mates, and in between that i will be online to jax. i love going online with him. he is the best guy a girl could have...
...love you jaxy! www.xxrachellaxx.piczo.com

Dear Diary,
I guess today was one of those britney moment days. When i stink my head into my pool and just get lost in the thoughts that cramp my world, thoughts about sam, and jack. Thoughts about tyrone and pearce.
In an everlasting second that seems to take up so much time yet so little. I find myself thinking out of this worlds imagination span. Out of the polluted material earth that takes love for granted. And the only place i find myself is sitting next to you.
Looking into your eyes. Staring into you deep blues like there is no tommorow. Like the world is burning up around us even though we dont even know it because we are so caught up in the intensity of this moment. Together at last and so eager to stay this way we try to forget everything else.
Like nothing else matters nobody else cud take to a better place than you do. You take me to paradise. Every time i look into your eyes i see the world as beautiful as the first day. And i would like nothing better than to share it with you...

dear diary,
i so cant believe it. it is the middle of a heat wave and i have a cold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i mean, how crazy can u get. i know becki has a cold , but she is more likely to its the middle of winter in sydney
i mean, what is this world coming to!!!!!!!
also another bad thing, swiz camp is in less than two weeks!!!!
this time next week i will be running off my feet packing. i cant have a cold then , i will totally die!!!!!!
this is such a total nightmare. i said to my dad that i order to get better i will have to eat all the orange in the house. mind u, i probably will. i do anyway.
going swimming with grant yesterday wasso not a good idea. i mean, hello what was i thinking!!! there is no reason to go swiming other than i didnt want to make out that i was standing him up. but then mabye that would have got him off my back the night after when he would stop asking me on im 'when can we go again? is monday ok?' NO grant. i am too busy being ill to get neumonia from clorine filled cramped, monday morning-in-the-holidays-where-every1-is-in-a-heatwave water!!! my swimming pool at home is clearer than that!!!
seriously its mega cool, and you can see straight thru it---anyway. enough of my constant babbling and here is a real cool picture that you need (and i mean need) to see. it is totally cute so i will leave you with this romantic little thought...

dear diary,
today has been a thinker. there is so little to do that i find myself just, plain, thinking.
we went to christ church.it was good. we didnt go into the sunday skol but we will next time which will be in september. most churches don't hav a service in the holidays. well they do have social lives too!
i soooo cant wait to go to switzerland now! we are having a meeting about it soon and tyrone will be there so i will have to make up with him then.
i really need to chat to sam. i have alot to say to him and i realy wanna get it together so i can fill this little sam-shaped hole in my heart......i gotta breakaway .........breakaway from all the mess that is in my life and all the people who are parannoyed. jax was so sweet and always is. i wish i cud just stay with him all the time. hes the nicest most understanding boi i know. he is so funny. he makes me laugh at the simple things and makes me believe that the world isn't full of such back-stabbers as i thought there was. he is the one and only person that i would love to spend all my time with. so many people in my skol take him for granted. while every1 was fussing over chloe going, no-body acctually relised that jack had already gone. no-body cared that the thing that was missing in our school was him. i cud always feel something that was not there, and so could every1 else but no-body took a minute to think about him. i am sooo glad i have his msn address now. i think i would die if it weren't for people like jack. they add little sparks of joy to an ordinary day.i am so greatful to all thepeople i can think of that are like that on camp people like william and the dixons that even though they don't know it they are so smiley all the time and just fill ever1 with joy. people like nina and giovani, and kiara, and crispin, and nana, and david, and steven, and mez.
these are the people that i want to be with all the time. these are the people who i want to be. i long for the day when every1 can say 'i can do all things through he who strengthens me'.
well i gotta go now. c you guys l8az. rachel xxxxxxxxx

Dear Diary,
today was the last day of skol, so this is officially my diaries for the summer holidays this year>>>2006. so today was kol. jack and chloe are gone so i and every1 else will miss the loads. i have been texting jack the last couple of days and he is really sweet. theres not much like that i can say for pearce. he gets on my nerves!!! he is always trying to take picture of me and mucking around. i do that with sam - but i hate him doing it with me! cant he get it into his head----- I DONT LIKE HIM WE ARE NOT GOING OUT!!!!!!!!
I HATE HIM SOO MUCH NOW. i gotta calm down. everything i say to him he thinks that i like him. he has no idea how to treat a girl and i dont want anything to do with him.he is always texting me-like i want to awnser.no! i dont ! leave me alone!!!
i try to be nice to him but he always takes it the wrong way.
and if he is reading this now, im sorry but just cant get the picture can u??? we are not going out so stop trying to flirt wiv me it aint working. go find some other sad little girl to torture with you stupid chat, and stop doing my head in!!!!!!
anywayz, back to the good life. if your reading this jack, hi hunni miss ya sooo much. your the best mate a gurl cud have!!! keep in touch...x x x...
...and sam, ive made up my mind. i need you so much. pearce is so jarring. when he came round the other day i was deliberatly talking about you so he wud be jealous and back off!!! lol. i need ya sam. no matter what i say i will always love you deep down inside. dont ever forget that!!! miss you whenever i am away from you... ...wanna be with you.
just wanna be sitting next to you wherever...
...whenever... just wanna be next to you.
you make me feel so...
...beautifull inside!!!
lol
rachel
x x x

dear diary,
me and my mates , sarah,sophie and amanda-emily never comes, went to bromley today aftre skol. i bought soozie a b-day prezzie it was this little buch of pink and black shag bands and one has a lil' pink guitar onit. i also got a small black(really hot) vest top from pineapple, and this cute ring that was only £1.50 (which was all the change i had leaft) how cool. tyrone still has my wwjd wrist band and i need it for sunday> its my baptism! its lyk one of the most important things to me and if i don't have it on my baptism...
I WILL BE CRAZY FOR THE REST OF MY LYF!!!!
not really, but it is important. whatever happens no-one can take jesus away from me and thats all that really matters.
love you lord!
x
ps hi to pearce>>>thinking of you! e-mail me!!!

Hiya !
rachel speakin here>>>this is me>>>
cool or what?! i look a bit different now but i am still the same person.
today was cool. i was graffitiing in everyone's hands. love hearts everywhere!!! lol. hey check out my website! this is the first pic u will see( after the welcome page) all bout me on one little site click here!!>>>
http://mydizzylittleworld.piczo.com or http://xxcrazygalrxx.piczo.com
i also have loads other peoples websites, there are links there.
so go to it and sign my shout box pplz!!

Hey this is rachel here! welcome to my blog. this has loadsa stuff bout me and my diaries too. its updated every day(apart from when i am away on camp-i will update you when i get back).
luv ya all
rachel
xxx