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first off.....Happy New Year ppl!!!!
hope every1 had a grrrrrr8 Christmas, and shared precious time with your family and friends, i know i have so far and i cant waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaait for tomoz!!! im going to a house party for 3 days!!! will tell you all bout it when i get back. so today ive been to christ church, cool service as usual, and stayed in this evening seen as ive got revision to do for my Science test when i get back and i cant do it this week coz i will be away!!!!! But its been fun. ive finished my Psycho [finallY!] even thou it probably aint any gd coz i was just talking a whole load of crap, but still, ill just hand it in and hope miss will let me re-draft it.

this yr hasnt been that gd, seen as my mum is ill, and i overheard my dad in a phonecall had a rough time with his church, and support from them and stuff, and u know there where load of times this yr where i wanted to cry my heart out, but for sum reason, i kept it in, even hwen i didnt want to.

wierd that, but anyway...

Thiss house party better be gd coz i need some gd laughs to start the yr off. maybe then it will bring me sum joy instead of bad news!!!

God bless all newly weds, and couples stuggling. plz keep it together, and young teens, dont give up faith. put ur trust in jesus, coz he's the only one who's kept a smile on my face this yr and will continue to .

think before you act.

dont give in to sorrow.

let your good memories stay in your mind, and focus on them. thats when the gd stuff comes out of you and reflect thru others.

DONT do something stupid. dont hold grudges on ppl.
life's too short to hate ppl.

it only teares you up inside and fills you with hate.

and most of all, remember the guy who died for you.

the guy who loves you whatever you do.

loving him is where the gd stuff comes from.

coz loves the most powerful thing in the world.

God bless you all.

hope the new yr brings you new life and satisfaction.

Rachel
xxx

hellooooo,

this is my 20th post, and today is the 20th of december!!!
only 5 days till CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wow, i sooooooooo cant wait now...im getting my new sony ericsson too!!!!
i cant waitttt coz also, i am going to the new yr party on the 1st of jan.
gonna see all my mates from camp...daniel and andrew are gonna be there...they are really funni, and great people too.
im gonna go soon.
been to bluewater today!!! it was really fun.
we went to loadsa good shops, got all the rest of my presents and i am happy with them too!
gotta go,
bye bye.
rachel xxx

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#Today was cool... we had loadsa fun!!! funni coz LeWiShAm isnt that gr8, but atleast we got a day off school and i spent it with some of the best people i know...like kieren...i cant believe Emily DoEsNt fancy him!!! he used to, and i think (and hope! hehe!!) he fancies me!1!1!1!

he is sooo sweet, and Emily and Amanda where taking the mic out of him!!! poor k. anyway, im gonna go now.

bibi peoplez.

Rachel xxx

wish i was with that certain person....lol.

dear diary,
today was gd. sam was bullying me again! stupid boi. he was being so childish. i really hate him when hes like that and i wish we could be back to normal. just good mates no trauma between us. all this would never have happened if i hadnt have said that i liked him agian when i didnt. i was so stupid al now i cant stand him. he just bugs me all the time and it used to be just a little game, bu tnow it really pisses me off. i need to chiil out.
c ya l8as.
rachel xxx