Dear Diary,

you've missed all the drama!!!! ah well, my fault for not writting. but yeah, exams are over, im 17 now :D and me and jonathan and majorly drifting!! im so glad that i dont like him in the slightlest! lol .. sounds wierd. i love him to bits as a friend, just i guess that my prayers have been answered, and im just totally fixated on Jesus now!! :D :D :D

ive been thinking about scott again recently thou. gets me down you know! i realy love him! i just cant help it! its just soo unconditional. and i dunno why i still have faith in this (amazing!) guy. (lol .. see?!?) well, whats for sure is that i love jesus more than anything ever, and i know that hes got my back. and my hand. and my heart :) . so i have nothing to fear!! :D

anyways, right now im talking to claire (well, we're moaning to eachother :P) and listening to 'T-shirt' by Shontelle. awww.. i miss him!!! i gotta go to assemlby tomoro :( but jonny and acadia and delisa and all my other friends will be there!! :D aww, i love my friends!! they are AMAZING!!! but not as amazing as my one true bestest friend ever.. they can let me down, and i let them down, but Jesus doesnt!! :D

okie dokies. i'd better save all the rest of these thoughts in my head for another time. i always seem to find things to do when i should be going to bed!! ill have to write myself a note... lol.

anyways, better go my bed is calling me. :)

night!

LOVEALWAYS XX