dear diary,

so, its christmas time! the years almost over and my faith in Scott is seriously running out. i like this other guy called Facey now, and im getting over Scott. not sure if thats a good or bad thing, but everything seems to be pointing away from him atm, including my heart. i never thought i would actually be over him, but i guess God has a lot more suprises in store for me. theres a huge possiblity that early next year me and Facey will be getting together. just as soon as i know that God thinks its the right thing and i feel thats it right for us.

so .. i wonder what 2009 will bring?? romance? REAL love? Godliness? many suprises i think..
rach xx