Dear Diary,
its been over two months now and i am starting to get seriously worried about him. and not just him in general, but what hes thinking and feeling. so much about my life reminds me of him. i just CANT get him out of my head. which im glad of, cos no WAY would i wanna forget him!! mann .. im having on of those moments when i am just like uhhh.. i feel so drained and frustrated about this whole situation.

well its been a long day at work. but still im loving it! even the endless washing and window cleaning is alright because i have someone to think about ^^ i reeeeeally hope he will come on the house party!! it will be our anniversary :) (yay!) the weekend when we fell in love.. aww! :P and what a thud it was. i remember trying so hard not to think about him and us afterwards.. didnt work! but im so glad i have him.. even if i dont actually have him right now, i know i will soon in the future :)

anyway bedtime for me
xx