Dear Diary,

todays been great! i had music btec :) and also art where we were doing that henry moore technique. anyway im just making small talk, because the real reason im writting is to let out this heartace. i have that acey feeling again. and its not the fault of these heartbreaking love songs on the radio this time, just that i miss him! mann..i dont really know what to say or think. uhh!!! :'( boy i hate this feeling.

I am so in love with him!

and this feeling isnt going away, no way. emily was talking to me on sunday about being in love. shes another person who doesnt understand how much i love him and even though im so young that there is no one else i would rather be with. i sooo soooo hope he hasnt found someone else. i know for sure when i last saw him there is no way he would have even thought about another girl, but its so hard to know whats going through his mind when he is so far away and i never speak to him!! its been almost a month now. Lord!! i dunno if i can take much more of this.