dear diary,

right now im in bournemouth at scotts house, on allies laptop! its sorta sunny today which is good because yesterday it was raining really heavily when me and scott went to the beach. we stayed in his car because the wind was soo strong. was really nice! all warm and cosy in his car :)

ive missed him sooo soo much this last week. camp was really hard and seeing daniel and saskia made it hard for me because it made me remember when we were together on july camp. and yesterday, being with his was wierd. not actually being with him, but i mean the conversations we had were strange. it didnt make sense. was like we had gone back to before the summer and everything seemed to be falling appart.

i really didnt know what to make of it all. i wanted to scream at him at one point, but i knew he didnt deserve that and he told me that he was confused. just like i was..so i think hes having trouble. if its the same trouble as i have before then this wil be hard for us.. but we will pull thru ! im sure of it!!!!!!!!!!

laters xx