dear diary,
i wrote in my MSN blog for the first times in months the other day, and now I'm writing in this diary for the first time in months! i will try writing in this diary my regularly now that i have my own laptop it will be much than having to share on between 5 people.

days are good, it's half term right now, well the last two days of it anyway. spectrum is tomorrow then on Monday i have to give in two really important pieces of coursework so i shouldn't really be doing my blog right now!

i met this really cute guy at new year camp..he's really sweet and a good christian. we talked for ages on the beach about ourselves and general stuff but we get on so well! i feel like i've known him for ages.. well i have really. i first met him years ago, when my friend pointed him out as the cute one but with big ears but i still had a small crush on him. i never knew this, but a few years later my sister became friends with his little sister, then my brother became mates with his little brother and i met his sister too!

they all have blond curly hair, and he has gorgeous dark hair, so i guess that why i never assumed they were related. my mate noticed something between us when i spoke to him at new year, and i didn't even realise that we did look coupled because we just got on so well. i speak to him on msn almost everyday and he tells me i look beautiful when we go on webcam!

next month he's hoping to come up to london to see me. he lives in bournemouth which is a long way from where i live but he's got a car so he can drive up :D i think i really like himbut u czn never tell unless u spend time with someone up front. i dont want this to end up like it did with lukas. he has a girlfriend now, and i NEVER talk to him or anything. he didnt call me up to wish me happy new year which was the first give away.

anyway, i'm going on july camp with him, and maybe soul survivor which i cant wait for [if i have enuff money]! i can imagine us together, and now my mum knows cos i leaft a stupid message on my phone display, its all getting out in the open! i miss him when we're not talking, but most of all i miss being next to him, just walking along a windy beach.

i better go now, will update this blog asap!
lovealways xxx

ps. i had a hair cut!