hiya people,
just an average post here. me and sam are doing ok...except sophie was gonna tell me something but she isnt online!!! i just know it was about sam coz she asked me if i wud be online right after she finished talking to him.
so predictable. i have a fairly good idea what it was, but i still wanna know just incase ive got it all wrong. i will c her in school tomorow anyway, so it doesnt really matter but i like to think things thru at night best.
i am really glad me and lukas are talking again. we kinda got caught up in our lives, and forgot about the promise we made to eachother that we wouldnt forget. i hate not seeing ppl anymore. being down the fields reminds me so much of jack, and now i really miss him. he always made my day. even if he just said hi to me now and again it wont be so bad, but after all we had, its just ended in nothing, and i dont even get i hi, or an ocational text from him.
its like hes forgotten all about me without a trace. i am so glad i have sam now. he makes me feel so wierd, i dunno how to explain it. i just feel safe arround him.
emily was going on about how he's in love with me, and how we suit. she kept going 'look at them two!'. lol. well i really wanna speak to jack now. i always tell him stuff that noone knows about, and everything he's told me, ive kept total secret.
i wish lukas cud understand me properly. maybe i shud just try and see if he understands me properly.

well, sophie's finally come online, so im gonna speak to her.
c ya later!!!
all my love, rach xxxxx