Dear Diary,
i have just been reading about 2 chapters of Shannon Kubiak's 'God Called A GIrl'.
some of the stuff she writes is so inspiring. She quotes loads of verses which is a real help coz then i'm not focussing on her words alone, but it leads straight to god's word.That really is the message she is trying to get at.
You know, i know loadsa people say this but it is actually really important for me to read my bible. It was really encoraging to read with all my camp mates. (even with Zack and Darnell screaming their heads off at eachother over cars!) And i learnt so much from all the talks . Even with Chloe gone we still learnt stuff about God, and our faith in him, and trust that he will do what is right and what needs doing.
it is such a blessing to see some of my pals like craig and clare, who have only recently became christians in the last few years praying.they looked so full of hope, and love for God and eagerness to do what s right.
Even with Becki! And she has been a christian probably the same as i have and i had npo idea how much she struggles some times. and when we prayed together, she sounded so lost, and in need, i couldn't believe it. i thought she being the stronger christian but then i see her asking chloe for help and prayer. i mean what kind of christian friend was i, if my best mate couldn't tell me when something was up?
Well now i guess we can talk to eachother more, andopen up. Becki still keeps alot bottled up when i talk to her, and i'm sure that if we saw eachother as much as me and my school mates do we would have no secrets and we would have an even closer relationship than we do now.we'd be super close.
Sometimes i think to myself, how much time i waste when i'm with her. time we could spend chatting abpout so much stuff other than boys! i'm not joking. that is all we talk about! well not surprised. at our age guys are on our brains all the time.
so why cant we talk spiritual? well i woill sort this out and get a decent convo going with her asap. well when we nxt speak.
well like any human being, i have to get sleep.
c ya l8az.
God bless ya. xxx