Dear Diary,
today was the last day of skol, so this is officially my diaries for the summer holidays this year>>>2006. so today was kol. jack and chloe are gone so i and every1 else will miss the loads. i have been texting jack the last couple of days and he is really sweet. theres not much like that i can say for pearce. he gets on my nerves!!! he is always trying to take picture of me and mucking around. i do that with sam - but i hate him doing it with me! cant he get it into his head----- I DONT LIKE HIM WE ARE NOT GOING OUT!!!!!!!!
I HATE HIM SOO MUCH NOW. i gotta calm down. everything i say to him he thinks that i like him. he has no idea how to treat a girl and i dont want anything to do with him.he is always texting me-like i want to awnser.no! i dont ! leave me alone!!!
i try to be nice to him but he always takes it the wrong way.
and if he is reading this now, im sorry but just cant get the picture can u??? we are not going out so stop trying to flirt wiv me it aint working. go find some other sad little girl to torture with you stupid chat, and stop doing my head in!!!!!!
anywayz, back to the good life. if your reading this jack, hi hunni miss ya sooo much. your the best mate a gurl cud have!!! keep in touch...x x x...
...and sam, ive made up my mind. i need you so much. pearce is so jarring. when he came round the other day i was deliberatly talking about you so he wud be jealous and back off!!! lol. i need ya sam. no matter what i say i will always love you deep down inside. dont ever forget that!!! miss you whenever i am away from you... ...wanna be with you.
just wanna be sitting next to you wherever...
...whenever... just wanna be next to you.
you make me feel so...
...beautifull inside!!!
lol
rachel
x x x